notes

Identitiy Choice | Dec 14 24

I am nearly half a decade late but I have been going through James Clear's Atomic Habits. And the idea of identity choice really resonated. Not surprising considering the stated aim of this website. I chose my identity, then pursue the habits that act as evidence for that identity. I am this and thus this kind of person does this. It appeals to my likeness for simplicity, minimalism and organization. simplicity choose a few categories of things to be and figure out habits that can be placed into the neat boxes. A little neurotic but for now, sounds good to me!

A need to summarize | Oct 13 24

Does anyone ever get a sudden need to summarize all the information they have been consuming? I have been reading about the central topic of my worl for some months now, just pouring information into what is know an overflowing cup. Now I just want to see what it is that I know on a single page. Yes, I have indeed created a mindmap. What a genius idea! But seriously, having these disparate ideas floating around is unnerving and I finally think that I have enough information from different sources to make some real insights for myself and have a comfortable understanding. Its giving grad student but alas!

So who knew you actually had to eat food | Sep 20 24

Granted my decaying wisdom tooth (RIP) affected my will to eat, but I bought myself a chicken chipotle wrap (changing my mind from the grilled cheese after hearing someone rave about in the line ). I ate it as soon as I got to work and I was acting brand new. Hell I just had some mom-made pear sauce and yoghurt and now I have the will to write this. I resolve to eat smaller frequent meals, research more healthy things to eat and find the systems that work for me so I am not going without.

This is why this girl watches sports | Sep 1 24

It is the stories, the drama, the growth. What on the face, looks like a mundane result - a 1 all draw - is actually an extraordinary one. One Crystal Palace have not achieved against Chelsea since before I was born. In trying to hang on to this historical result, the Crystal Palace captain probably made the most of a knock he picked up in the penalty box around the 83rd minute. Cue the army legion of flourescent yellow jackets. Chelsea fans were livid and making their frustration known. As someone who does not watch movies or series (more on that later), sports provides all the drama I need.

I like this so far| Aug 31 24

The decorating for free, the simplicity and low pressure. Still trying to figure out sn aesthetic. Its like moving into a new home and not being in a rush to furnish. I just want to sit with this and adorn it slowly.

INFP descriptions| Aug 28 24

Sometimes, I can't stand to read introductory descriptions of INFPs. I say that in a joking manner but seriously what does "poetry of your imagination" even mean? Am I ironically writing poetry right now? So many question, not enough answers.

Me.html | Aug 25 24

Isn't it a scary prpoposition to live with someone you don't know. That person being yourself. Scary because you only really get to know that hidden self when you least expect it. Waking up everday, like girl, what am I about be today?